I was on a site for swingers at the time, and after a few drinks one evening I just thought, 'Don't knock it until you try it. He did all the work. I didn't finish because it felt, well, awkward.
It was okay I guess, but I didn't feel comfortable having a guy doing it. I told him to stop and said sorry for wasting his time.
He was understanding and held no hard feelings he knew it was just an experiment , and I left. I'm glad I did it, but I wouldn't do it again. In adulthood, I assumed I was a bit bisexual due to those earlier encounters with my friend. I was in a dry spell with women, so I decided to try men but quickly learned that I don't feel any attraction to men. And unless I'm unusually horny, I'm kinda repulsed by the idea.
We had incredible sex, drank some beers, and he let me shower afterward. I felt a little guilty, but who knows what type of arrangement he and his wife had. It was honestly one of the best hookups of my life. He told me he had fun and was really glad he tried, but that it confirmed for him that he was mostly straight.
I said, 'That's cool. I had fun too and it confirmed for me that I'm mostly gay,' lol. It was very causal, cool, and we're still friends to this day. I've found that once people know you're gay, even in small areas, you find a lot more straight or bi-curious guys than most people would think. What can I say? I've had some great sex with straight guys. What I was most surprised to learn is that most straight guys in my experience are not at all interested in just getting a blowjob or being a top.
